Intro

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The last few months, I've been exploring the possibility that I have bipolar disorder. During this time, I've been finding it very difficult to hear from God. The voices in my head feel loud and powerful. One voice in particular tells me that since I hear God so clearly during my 'manic' eposides, it must all just be a result of my disorder. I am making it up and it''s not really God. 

But I know that God is real and that he speaks. And I also know that he uses the Bible to speak to us. 

Our house church will be studying the Book of John, so I already have these resources:

- "Life Lessons from John" by Max Lucado

- "Finding I Am" by Lysa TerKeurst

- "JOHN: Jesus - the Word, the Messiah, the Son of God" by John MacArthur 

My blog entries will include nuggets I glean from the bible, as well as reflections on how it applies to my life. In this sense, it will be very much documenting my spiritual journey in 2022. The year I turn 45 and we celebrate our 18th wedding anniversary. The third year of the pandemic and our house church. 6 years after we experienced spiritual trama at NJ. The year my youngest child turns 8 and my oldest turns 16. 



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